突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向
各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然听到你的消息

虽然

我知道你不喜欢我

但我还是一样爱着你的

我尊敬你

不希望能和你在一起

只希望你能快乐........

又一次地受到伤害

我不明白

你们为何要一次又一次地伤害我

我....我..

我真的恨不得自己死掉算了

今天老师又要我们讨论Poster的事情

昨天,

你们把我当透明

今天

你们则把我做的每一件事都骂

你们说,你们说啊

我是不是真的错了

我真后悔

后悔没进家志的组

你们到底有没有把我当朋友的?

若有的话

为何要一次有一次的伤害我........

lonely again

HariRaya over

go 2 skul

d stupid call KH teacher

call us 2 draw d poster

4canteen day

haiz

i hate this

all my frenz juz talk ....

me,

are transparent

i think so

but not!!!

its real

im so dissapointed

2 u all

thats all

my last words

most lonely party

yesterday,

go 2 Ee Wen's birthday party

but,

onli me

the boy who attended the party

wallau

a "sia shui" things happened

everybody noe that i can't eat

辣!!!

wat fuck

haiz

and also

been 欺负

by the girls

haha...

borinz day

sigh...

so borinz

watching tv,

playing computer games,

long time noe see my frenz

miss u all

dad,

pls....

stil long time

noe need so fast la

lol...

he lo

ask me 2 read

reading

so lame.....

Form 1 books

so much

and d sejarah

so borinz

almost 1 week

miss u

luv u......

a new rubik's

2day

go 2 Gp.....

buy the rubik's

4Bridgette

when i was going back

it rains

heavy rains...

i'm alone

walking in the rain

fell so lonely

and try 2 remember

wat's love

there's no love in my world

i tell myself

fine...

i got a rubik's

a new rubik's,

a new life....

shell in the sea

September,18,2009

shell in the sea...

i cycle 2 seaside

throwing the stone

yea..

so lame

i'm felling so

thats why

thing of someone

asking myself

why..why...

always me

walking into the sea

finding something

a shell

i write some words on it

using a knife...

out of the blue

it rains...

sigh...

throw the shell into the sea

let's it sink...

sink...

into the deep sea

noboddy will noe

wat i rite?

juz me...

alone...

lonely

will noe....